I honestly dont even know why i picked this verse. Im not even there in my walk yet; im barely learning and trying to give away my relationship and feelings to God. But i want to be there, this verse helps me to put matters into perspective. Here i am, week 1 of training, trying to hold on to my relationship and my extreme deoendance on my parents. And there i'll be be in week -------, completely wrecked and humbled, and ready to ask God what He wants me to give away to him next. Because i'll learn that there is no safer place than His hands.
But im not there yet, and i won't be if i don't start walking. I'm stuck in not wanting to give to God what He's askinsg from me right now. He knows where i'm at and what I can do and what I can't. Yet It's me that is not letting the process go on. I don't need to wait until week whatever to be completely wrecked and humbled. I just need to do what God's asking from me NOW. He'll tell me what I need to give away next, or He'll just allow for it to be taken from me, like He did with with Job. I hope I'll be able to bless His name in the middle of the process, or in all the process for that matter. Because He is perfect and knows better.
And It's time for me to listen.